Monday, December 14, 2009

Am I the only one?

Am I the only one who feels all of this? So did anyone ever feel like your kid is really pulling-with both hands-on the umbilical cord? I mean there is no other explanation but that! AND how about Braxton Hicks? I know I am only 24 wks/6 months but guess what?? Yup I cant believe this. Well maybe a girl would have been easier!

So upset I found this book just now but you gotta read -its the best- The Real Deal Guide to Pregnancy! According to the book, I am not the only one who is leaking...that's all I will say about that!

My other drama...I am considering not going back to work after baby is born now that this may be an option...am I the only one who thinks this may suck? I mean if we can afford not to, will I lose my sanity or the little left of it? How about my independence? I feel guilty as it is that my husband makes more money than me!! Am I the only one who would be uncomfortable not earning my own money? "Work part time" sure easy for "them" to say when they can do whatever "they" want! I just discovered the cheapest daycare around here is 225/wk! Am I the only one who thinks thats absurd? Now I know what some of my already mommy girlfriends were talking about. I mean really their entire paycheck goes into daycare-that just would not make sense! Would I miss my spending sprees or feel more guilty about them? Well actually I really don't have spending sprees so I guess they won't be missed! And what happens if I want to go back to work? Will it be too late to get an infant into daycare and what about work? In this economy I am super appreciative to have a job in the first place. Or is waiting till he is in school too long to be out of the workforce? This is so confusing! Am I the only one?